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Gone for the Ghostward Skeptic

by Call Hollow

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1.
No Brakes 02:22
pull the thread through the loop a little more deck me out in auto-coiffure and tagsale couture take me out on the boat when I collide with the coast hook me up with a payment plan that I can afford tug this needle the bottle cut my lateral-most metacarpal it recoiled and wound itself around a bone in my wrist and now I can't pay to have it fixed nothing to push out to the edges of the hours between the errands between the sleep between shifts it's harder lately than it's ever been to decompress a workshirt a windshield the weekdays unfettered by the giubilo of ideas there's no sunlight or bikerides pushing out to the corners of my mind nothing to push out to the edges of the hours between the errands between the sleep between shifts it's harder lately than it's ever been and you can see yourself in every city you ever saw in a movie with friends just like the ones you have except they talk less shit and follow up on plans and you're not drinking so much that you'd consider it a crutch but still it's harder lately than it's ever been it's harder lately than it's ever been it's harder lately than it's ever been it's harder lately than it's ever been
2.
thirty credits shy of an associates degree if your mother finds out about me she'll need another rhinoplasty in order to more efficiently look down her nose at me and I can get so down about it and you know I get down but when I'm in your arms, et cetera and so on crashin daddy's caddy could be such big fun dinner will be expensive and I mean that in the broadest senses billet-doux and baleful glances o'er ever widening distances I'm so grateful you've come around again and terrified now that you've let me in it's like that song about two princes and one of em's rich and the other ain't worth shit and somehow you picked the one who loves you best how now am I to live up to that? you know how I get down dinner will be expensive and I mean that in the broadest senses billet-doux and baleful glances o'er ever widening distances and I can get so down about it and you know how I get down but if you wanna buy me flowers, go ahead now
3.
Molly K 02:44
you swim against the breaker of commuters looking for a way out and that back clasp bodice doesn't seem like such a good bet now but you caught a good pocket on the tram you'll be in St. Paul by 11 p.m. by then they'll have sussed out how the whole thing went so south and all along you keep the curtain drawn a skittish fawn gone green for a glinting maw a meanmuggin soldier with a harelip is fouling up the train car like a paper mill fire from the cinder of a dollar cigar you slip away for a drink and washing your hands in the bathroom sink there's nothing in the place where your ring ought to be you feel nothing in the place where your ring ought to be "turn it up turn it up turn it up god damn it turn it up turn it up turn it up turn it up" and all along you keep the curtain drawn a skittish fawn gone green for a glinting maw
4.
Tolls & Gas 02:34
I shook my brother's hand shook it in an arid, rifted land the sky rushing by the hush and babble graveled as a river bed I felt for swollen glands ached to recall ideas I had that ambled on the trebles in some run down pub, rumbling black I passed my dad a flask through a curtain meant to hide the prying eyes of an audience from the infirm bed I went looking for a feeling and came back poorer for the tolls and the gas whoa oh whoa oh oh ooh whoa ooh whoa oh ohh I sang myself to sleep where I broke like baby teeth the silence I assumed when only fools seemed to win and now I'm prolix and feckless and hopeless to check it or to hold it in flicked on the headlamps to better see my impediments I lost the radio eighty miles ago every fluid low whoa oh whoa oh oh ooh whoa ooh whoa oh ohh
5.
New Pumas 02:23
when I was standing on a cinderblock in a shitter at a rest stop my pumas in the trash bin burning away the water in the sink running less and less grey then running clean as a boy I was stolen away... the ground is down we're waiting on the air the ground is down we're waiting on the air the table is clear as a boy I was stolen away... when I came to I'd been given new shoes when I came to I was scrubbing my arms to the elbows with grit I was scrubbing at the webs of my amphibian limbs and running free the ground is down we're waiting on the air the ground is down we're waiting on the air the table is clear
6.
I sang into the internet today it echoed a photo: a woman iridescently trapped between the hedges and the train her parasol in disarray trapped between the hedges and the train I sang into an envelope today sent to the one who first gave a song to me sealed it up but a little got away I forgot what I was gonna say sealed it up but a little got away I've got a life as wide as any wound or river as any wound or river, I I've got a life as wide as any wound or river as any wound or river, I I've got a life that's mine yeah leaves were falling on the roundabout leaves were falling on the roundabout and we were finding out about always mindful of being find out
7.
Boxes 02:36
keep cicadas in a glove box let a dead man fly a flag under rocks put a flower in a fire safe nothing lives long, it's a song laid waste we're best in containers, compartments invest in apartments and coffins go ahead, get furious turn on the waterworks go collect skins 'fore the storm sets in where a mask when the man comes to bury us keep cicadas in a glove box let a dead man fly a flag if he wants put her letters in a fire safe nothing lives long... okay we're best in containers, compartments invest in apartments and coffins and mine, the pull of old mouths and yours, the failure to yield and mine, the baby in the gator maw and yours, the bathwater mindset and mine, the polaroids and yours, the arbitrary fault line and yours, the two pronged vein in the eye and yours, the stone in the belly and mine, the hummingbird heart and yours, the hummingbird heart and mine, the hummingbird heart and yours, the hummingbird heart and mine, the hummingbird heart and yours, the hummingbird heart and mine, the hummingbird heart and yours, the hummingbird heart and mine, the hummingbird heart and yours, the hummingbird heart
8.
Zero Lives 02:22
the chance of success hits zero at the top of a curve and looking up, the moon's about to make a downturn wedge a knife in the doorjamb stay awake until nine a.m. eyes open, take careful stock of the evidence ah, is there something I forgot? I'd take a guess but I'd only guess not I don't like what I got street sweeper strobing up the mist on the avenue trash truck swerve till the avenue is empty and new and there I am in the gutter drain depositing weight in the January rain and shaking off the excess water ah, is there something I forgot? I'd take a guess but I'd only guess not I don't like what I got we walked out in the displaced mist and into our fly infested apartments and what can you say to a bumblebee that she hasn't heard already? you can take this job and shove it gonna take an airplane to Nashville just to get me above it you can take this job take this job take this job take this job oh, is there something I forgot? I'd take a guess but I'd only guess not oh, is there something I forgot? I'd take a guess but I'd only guess not I'd take a guess but I'd only guess not
9.
lolling in in impossible washed out white the Autumn light throbbed and winced wide open rain came, washed all the buses away and I could see how it'd be easy to stay I doubt it cuz if we don't already know there's a vacancy posted at the Whaler's Echo I wanna take you where you think you'd like to go and there's just no quelling this if we stifle it there's no telling where it'll end up I know the restraint it takes not to wake you at eight and the weight of my devotion are welcome strains in these derelict days a break from all the aimless motion they quartered off the orchard with a chainlink fence so we put on our shoes and backed your car out of the ditch down to the Hudson with a stolen honeycomb to watch the sun go down behind the condominiums as if we don't already know there's a vacancy posted at the Whaler's Echo I wanna take you where you think you'd like to go and there's just no quelling this if we stifle it there's no telling where it'll end up I know
10.
Europa's rising over the starboard the Weddell seals sing a goodwill song I'd rather be where I know just where the sun is and there's no question of whether I belong I've sung too much of the bodily arctic and now I'm gone for the ghostward skeptic I've sung too much of the bodily arctic and now I'm going ghostward when one is in the barn counting stillborn hatchlings and one is cramming 99 men in the casket when strike-anywhere stars burn like wicker baskets I'll be bent to the alter with a sail and a sextant when the ALF hits up the Rikers cages and we lose our shirts cuz we're chasing the aces when it's gone to the dogs and the dogs go to blazes I'll be bent to the alter with a sail and a sextant when it's gone to the dogs and the dogs go to blazes I'll be bent to the altar with a sail and a sextant now I'm gone for the ghostward skeptic I've sung too much of the bodily arctic and now I'm going ghostward

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Made by James Meakim during 2007-2008 at 314 North Midland in Nyack, New York.

Phinydee created the beat that serves as the foundation of "Molly K." EJ Mess performed mouth trumpet on "Farewell Song for the Bodily Arctic." John E. Hickey III provided outro guitar on "Zero Lives," noise support on "Boxes," and sampled vocals on "Down in the Lamp Cabin."

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released August 8, 2008

remastered & rereleased August 14, 2022

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